the world feels like it’s moving a thousand times faster than I am, and i mean that metaphorically. everyone my age just seems to be a few steps ahead and a hell of a lot happier. so i’m wondering how did i get so behind? I didn’t do anything wrong, but this part of life feels like being thrown into oncoming traffic.
I’m learning that being in your 20s is this nonstop feeling of impending doom. There’s so much pressure because all of the moves i make right now have the potential to completely ruin my life.
I keep reminding myself that everyone feels this way right now and no matter how ahead you are, you will still feel behind. It’s interesting how that works…